Yesterday was very interesting. I had set out to lose weight and eat more healthy. That turned into this idea to dramatically cut down on the calories I was eating. That turned into a sudden urge to go run around my neighborhood, which I did. Then I got home, let everyone wake up and I jumped on the scale. Wop, Wop, Wop!! I actually weighed more than I had the night before and I was starving. Getting down to just 1200 calories is going to be a real issue for me as I have trained my body to want more food than it has in the past. I can put down alot more calories and its hard to reduce that by probably half. I ended up getting so frustrated that I ate how I wanted to which was bad. I had the three trailnut bars, a handful of chips, half a McDonalds's biscuit. For lunch, I had two ham and cheese sandwiches, fries, a coke, and then a cookies and cream hershey bar. For dinner, I had 4 steak grilled taquitos, more drink, and I think that was about it. I am not sure though!! I ate so much food yesterday that I felt bloated almost the whole day.
Today I hope to do better although it is not looking good. I have already had two nutrigrain bars and its only 5 o'clock. If I am going to eat better and lose weight, I have got to be willing to sacrifice, and I have to be find a way not to feel so dang hungry. I seriously feel hungry almost always. Like I could always eat and eat something big at that. I have found that milk has a filling affect. Maybe I should try drinking more of that to stave off the hunger.
Anyway, more things happened yesterday than just messing up my diet plan. My dad and I had this crazy idea. We are running out of space in this house with 5 people living here and the boys need their own space. Ding Ding Ding, they should rent our house from us. Not only that but since the Walkers are trying to sell their house at a price we can afford, why don't we buy theirs? Its still up in the air but its getting closer to being on the ground. Their house is beautiful, single story, plenty of room for our family with the third bedroom and its in a good neighborhood. What more could we ask for? Now, granted, this is not our dream house but it is definitely a house we could live in forever!! Yay! So, everyone is excited for all of this, we just have to make sure the numbers will work on paper and close on the Walker house. Let's get this party started, really!!! I really hope it all works out for everyone!
I am getting tired so I think I am going to have to go to bed. It has been a long day and waking up at 4 is not conducive to me eating less. In order to eat less, I am going to have to sleep and wake up when everyone else does. I hope I am able to keep my diet going right this day and not mess it up royally like I did today/yesterday!! Anyway, I am considering making this blog public so everyone can view it! We will see.
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